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Lies Modern Moms Believe: I USED to be so together

By jessica 8 Comments

a note from Jessica: I’m thrilled to introduce you to the last and final post in my series. This post was one of the winning submissions from my reader contest. I LOVE this post by Elisabeth Alvarado. I hope it encourages you, too!

Sad and worried mother with her troubled teenage daughter in the background

Sad and worried mother with her troubled teenage daughter in the background

Lies Modern Moms Believe: I USED to be so together

Not long ago I was using my WIC vouchers at Walmart. As usual, I had gotten things with the wrong label or numbers of ounces, and was causing a scene with cashiers running to replace items. The two-year-old was trying to get away and the baby was snotty-nosed and fussing. People got in line behind us and left, exasperated. Red-faced and flustered, I wondered how in the world I had come to this: the entire population of Walmart thinks I am an incompetent lady.

I wanted to announce that I am in fact a COLLEGE GRADUATE, thank you very much. Deep down inside, the real me is a woman who used to write really good papers and linger over coffee to philosophize with friends. I could slip in and out of a store, unnoticed. I could even do things like finish my sentences and remember how old I was.

And here I am, mommy-brained out the wazoo. The same lady who left the back door of the van up while unloading groceries, and later tried to open the garage without looking. With a crunch, the opening garage door lodged into the van door. Yes. That lady.

Right now it’s hard to ignore the voice inside saying: you are a mess. Once upon a time, maybe you had it together. But now sleepless nights and toddlers saying no have gotten the best of you, and everyone in Walmart knows it.

Let me tell you this, mama: you are not less than you used to be.

Your “mommy brain” is not a broken brain doing less than it used to. It is a brain so busy keeping little people alive that is in overdrive. Things may not be getting DONE, it feels, but you are doing things your old self couldn’t have.

Motherhood—real motherhood—asks everything of us. It asks for our nights, our health, our bodies. The myth is that in the chaos of children we have become ragged women barely keeping it together and unable to perform simple tasks (like keeping the baby from eating paper). The truth is that the small things we do are holy, so extraordinary that no one—not even your favorite blogger—really does it all right.

This is why we forgive our mothers at this age. We realize that when we were judging them, we were imagining our best, most rested selves doing everything they did. We weren’t imagining ourselves taken over by morning sickness, sleep-deprivation and worry.

Being a mother is not better than any other thing God calls us to be, but it asks us to die to ourselves in a way that affects every second of the day and every part of our minds.

Right now I feel that. Right now I just wonder how my mother did this. Right now mommy brain is real and most days I feel like it’s all too much.

So this is the truth I preach to myself, the lady causing a scene in the Walmart line: these small things I do all day— wiping snotty noses, answering student emails while I balance a nursing baby—they are Great Things. So great, in fact, that they make me feel small. And that is when grace shines.

I take a deep breath, and let it in.

 

Elisabeth Alvarado is a teacher and mother to two in North Carolina. After getting a degree in Elementary Education, she lived the Peruvian jungle for two years where she met her husband Pocho. Elisabeth writes at Spanish Mama, where she shares resources for teaching Spanish and writes about being a bilingual family. Her family’s never-a-dull-moment Peruvian-American life keeps her humble and reminds her to embrace thankfulness every day.  

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  1. Leslie says

    October 30, 2015 at 9:40 pm

    Great article! I felt incompetent today too. The stress of having a kindergartner with food allergies and asthma has really worn me out at times. The stress of the Auvi-Q,Jr recall and trying to lead a Harvest party for my son’s class made me feel like crawling under a rock. You are right, we mothers have a lot to balance so it can make us feel like we are unimportant or unable to get things right. I need to remember that God has called me to mother these children and wants me to give my fears and insecurities to Him.

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  2. Lizzy says

    November 3, 2015 at 12:02 am

    Thanks for this beautiful post. Don’t worry I drove into a garage with the door open on a van and ripped the door off before I even had a toddler.

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    • Elisabeth Alvarado says

      November 15, 2015 at 9:02 pm

      Thank you! And yes, that does make me feel better! The next day I mentioned my garage door deed in class and my students were full of stories about their parents doing similar things. Always helps to know you’re not alone. 🙂

      Reply
  3. Julie says

    November 3, 2015 at 11:22 am

    so true and a great reminder!

    Reply
  4. Elsie says

    November 3, 2015 at 9:22 pm

    Great post! I definitely feel more crazy-brained after having my baby!!

    Reply
  5. Chantay Wiederholt says

    November 3, 2015 at 9:34 pm

    Hello guys, I am a new mother and I’m desperately to get my four month little one to sleep longer during night. Currently I am fortunate to get four hours rest per night. Thanks

    Reply
    • Stacy Stone says

      December 21, 2015 at 12:11 am

      Hugs to you, Chantay! My 2nd didn’t sleep through the night till he was 18 months. I wept and prayed after 5 months; tried different things that never worked. He is now 8…looking back I realize what a sweet time that was for just him and me.

      Reply
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